Crush

I aimlessly look at you
The chilly plant on your window
The picture on the wall

Fidget with the joint you rolled
Or the pack of cigarettes

Sometimes get up
To smell the cannabis
Growing at your bedside

Or admire an offbeat
In the reggae playing

Suddenly wanting to kiss you
I turn to you
Hold my sleepy eyes in yours

We slowly go to bed

And I nestle next to you
Quietly staring at you
Not knowing quite really

If I should hug you now
Or if I must wait
Till you fall asleep