#@#@% #%$

I am highly irritable these days. Work has taken a toll on me. And nothing is working. There is nobody for my random outbursts and frustrations, moreover. No one who can hold me in the middle of everything and say that everything will be just fine. Nobody to take care of my intense mood swings. People have their own mood swings.

I am left with no vent at all. Not even words; words come to me rarely and with time, they fail me these days, as I struggle.