It has been exactly one year that I had put you through what I had put you through.And as an old rule of nature, I am going through exactly what you had gone through one year back. I am not as strong as you are and I cannot get through, however, this pain. It rips me apart and puts my soul on fire.

I do not have anyone to share this with. I do not know how to put words to the feeling. I feel like shutting down and rebooting all over. I feel like running away.

I donot know how you moved on. It is so hard. It is so hard.