I am in the perfect mood to write: because I am hit very hard. If you follow my blog, which I am sure you do not, then you will know how this is nothing new and I will not be surprised if you are not surprised. By the way, if you donot know, I am incoherent and clumsy and do not know the 'method' of doing things the 'right' way.

Anyway, I want to move on. I am done with most people. I wish to walk alone.

Which means, I may even break up soon.

Rs. 20/-

I have never prioritized money over everything else.

I ran out of money today and I was hungry and there wasn't any food home. I asked for money. He gave me twenty bucks. I asked him whether he would be short of cash and he said he wouldn't but I knew he might. So I returned him his twenty bucks because I felt horrible and I lied that I had food back home.

I am back home. I have no money and I have no food, but I am not hungry anymore. I feel horrible and I have never felt what I feel tonight. I feel sad and sorry for myself and him.


I must never run out of money in life.